I couldn't possibly say that today was a bad day. Pep Rally at school got me out of there at 1. I went home, chilled around and had the house to myself for awhile there. Ate and got picked up by Danny. Pretty much spent the whole day with her. Just got home a half an hour ago actually. We watched Leprechaun in the Hood....lmfao. That little fucker is annoying, speaking in rhythm and shit. Haha. But yeah, then we went to Taco Bell and got food, debated on whether this guy was a chick or a dude....He was wearing a name tag that said Brittany. xD So yeah that was confusing. It was a really good day actually. I had fun. We had cake and stuff since it's Danny birthday today. :P She'smadcute. Haha. And she's awesome to cuddle with. I met her mom and her aunt, they seem really nice - though she says she can't stand her aunt. -shrug- I like spending time with her.

Hmm, other shit..

Sam was talking about me to Heather - saying I'm mad into drugs and shit. What the fuck? Uhm, news flash, I'm not. I barelyyyyy even smoke anymore. I don't want to smoke anymore. And I've hardly done any drugs other than that. I was never addicted to anything except weed, and I fuckin' dropped that shit. I don't know, that shit just pissed me off. How the fuck would she even know, yknow? She hardly hangs out with me. That shit really ground my gears.

Buuuuuuuuuuut I'm not going to let myself get any more worked up than I already have. I'm really learning not to care so much what people think of me - I am who I am, there's really no changing it. I'm not going to push aside my own wants to keep someone else happy. It's not selfish - it's just the way life is. You are the only person you can really honestly 100% put your trust into. You know your deepest and darkest secrets - and if you choose to tell them, then you trust yourself that that is the right decision.

I've realized that I need to make myself happy before I can make anyone else happy. If I don't love myself, how can I love other people? If I can't take care of myself, how can I take care of other people? I can't. Simple as that.